When A Mother Loves, She Prays

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My prayer for you on today
Has not changed since the first day I saw your face. It has remained the same, just at a faster pace.
I pray that God would watch over you; Guide you in all you do. Show you His love and His grace as you enter the place of Motherhood. It’s not for the faint at heart, the start will be hard, but Gods love will always sustain you.

My daughter, I know you will work to be perfect. But always remember, only the creator is perfect. Be the clay and let the potter mold you.
He will show you His goodness and grace. He will prepare you for this race.
Let Him shine through you, removing any worry and or shame, turning any pain into a thing that will guide you to grow and show the world His love. His peace will overtake you.
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Gods Grace Is Good

Thank you, Lord for your grace and mercy. Your love overwhelms me.

I don’t know why you love me so.

My thoughts, my actions, continue to show how undeserving I truly am. The front I put on is all a scam. My heart is filled with hurt and pain. I’m getting tired of playing this game.

My heart is as dirty as the dirtiest rag, but yet you are patient with me.

You want me to see who you are and who you always will be.

At times my speech goes against your belief,

but you continue to reach for me and bring me close.

I suppose I will never know why you love me like you do. Maybe I really should stop trying to figure you out and accept You for You.

You shower me with love, even when I unplug from Your Word, and act as if I’ve never heard you say, “Be still and know that I am God”.

You cover me with Your peace.

When the storms of life trample over me and I feel no relief, you surround me with your truth. When the lies have gotten all tangled, twisted and tied into a mirage of confusion,

You hold me even tighter.

You keep me believing the days ahead will get brighter.

I will continue to walk in Your ways; accepting your amazing grace; longing for the day I get to see your face.

When A Mother Loves, She Prays

My prayer for you on today
Has not changed since the first day I saw your face. It has remained the same, just at a faster pace.
I pray that God would watch over you; Guide you in all you do. Show you His love and His grace as you enter the place of Motherhood. It’s not for the faint at heart, the start will be hard, but Gods love will always sustain you.

My daughter, I know you will work to be perfect. But always remember, only the creator is perfect. Be the clay and let the potter mold you.
He will show you His goodness and grace. He will prepare you for this race.
Let Him shine through you, removing any worry and or shame, turning any pain into a thing that will guide you to grow and show the world His love. His peace will overtake you.
I pray He would hold you in his arms, shower you with His charm. Remind you that He knows your every need, longing and desire. He’s the one who set the fire underneath you. He is for you. So, let His will be fulfilled.

Gifts and talents have been given to you freely. I pray you glorify the one who has given you so many. Use them to uplift His name, even during the pain.

My prayer is for the lifeline that grows deep within your soul. May she bring you peace and constant joy, be a replica of your hearts goal.
May you teach her to love, honor and obey the one true God that has made a way. Only God gives life! May she grow in His glory and uplift His story.

When the storms of life try and overtake you, I pray that you would hold on tight with all your might, to the one who will grant you the strength you will need to succeed; pushing you forward into His glory.

But remember, even in the midst of the worldly pain, Jesus is your gain. This place is not your home. Your eternity lies in a much bigger zone.
If you’re looking for something to hold on to. Hold on to that promise.

You will only know how much I love you, when you look into your daughters eyes, she will show you what love truly is.
I’m thankful to God who allowed me to be the vessel that brought you here.
May you guide Reese into this life, this beautiful life, my dear.

 

A Place of Lonely

I’m lonely here
Time for me to go;
Ready to be around some folks I know
Did I sow what He wanted me to sow?

I’m lonely here
Did I learn the lessons meant to learn;
Has my voice been heard,
Will I ever again spin this curb.

I’m lonely here
As frightened as I may be,
I’m at a place where I’m so ready to see,
What else the Almighty has for me

I’m lonely here
Leaving my children behind;
Has never been something I enjoyed.
Back to a place that allows them to swarm.
Swarm and teach me to be ok with my way.

I’m lonely here
I brought this place on myself.
Putting my life together myself;
I should know by now that my way never really helps.

I declare joy deep down inside.
I don’t allow loneliness in my heart to reside.
I’m a child of The King who sits on high.
What I declare, in His will, will take charge!

I may be lonely in this place, but I speak peace, love and laughter over my heart;
Preparing for challenges to come.
Wish I could say past hurts linger not,
but that’s not the story I’ve come to share, my story is mine all flawed and torn.

Instead of griping and complaining about what I don’t have or have not done.
I chose to focus on the one
Who created this desire within.
Instead of asking why I feel this way,
I chose to look to the heavens and say,
Lord, I thank you for my voice
Even when I make the choice to sit quietly and allow people to wonder why I’m here.

Where did she come from, they may say,
From a place way back, we like to say
From back in the day.
Where is she going, inquiring minds want to know? She sees big things in her future, so she’s going wherever she wants to go.

The Day You Left…

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Can’t remember when you were not.
Here before me, we clicked,
We became each others pick.

valuing your thoughts from birth to adult
Hanging on your every word as if a sermon.
Rarely did we fuss or fight, there was no point?
Without you, I was lost.

Two peas in a pod.
Two birds in the wind,
Everything to me, my sister-friend
I was destined to win.

Rarely apart,
miles split us for a while
You were in my heart.
Matrimony came and went, you remained with me
helping me through the stent,
Of what could have been a failure to me
You were encouraging, honest, bold and see
You had never been down that road
Because of your gentleness, making me
Unfold all the hurt and pain that would remain.

You’re sick?
What dream is this, who’s playing a trick?
I realizing you would no longer be?
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Hearts’ Void

Time has passed us by.
People that once were
Are now living deep within
Our hearts eye…

The things they did before;
No longer matter because
They are no more.

We miss their sense of being…
We wish we were able to see them.
We hold on to the hope we’re given,
Because it’s all we have to release
This feeling of empty.

The minute you pick up the phone…
Only to quickly realize they’re not at home
The physical life is no more.
It’s hard to comprehend
why you’re expected to spend
The rest of your earthly days
Adjusting to and figuring out ways
To be here without the ones you love

Disappointment fills you;
as sure as the ocean is blue…
The loss is something you never get use to.